Thursday, April 26, 2007

My Ching Ching is Now a Married Man



My Ching Ching


Finally, got registered with Ching Yee


after such a long long time


since form four




A day of celebration


for the two families


and their friends




Ching Ching


you are the happiest man in the world


You are overflowinig with joy


I am so happy to see that


May your married life be filled with abundance

Bangkok Trip












Why did I go for this trip?

Haha...for fun!!

Air Asia was on sale

And the gang that was going consisted of eating/ shopping and sight-seeing experts
There I went

Keeping my assignment aside for a week...

(my god, I wonder if i can complete my assignment before my next trip to Sipadan...

Better do, that's a holiday that I really look forward to...)


This Bangkok trip, I give it a 6/10.

Not that its not nice

I realise that this is not my kind of trip

Immersed in shopping in the city, with lots of people and cars every where

and the HEAT!!

Shopping is a headache to me

gotta look for things, check its quality, try it, check its price (and bargain if possible)

too much head work

I would prefer to relax, pampering myself with massage, nail painting, be with the nature

Let the mind and body rest

The only one that is near to my taste was the night river cruise with dinner, show and dance

Sitting on top of the deck, the cool breeze keep blowing onto the face, so nice

and the buildings well lit at night...the temples....the Grand Palace...the bridges (just a few meters above our heads!!)

Dinner, of top quality

And the best of all, romantic live songs and dance!!

Yeah...I love it....

Yeah, not forgetting about the road side stall selling BBQ pork, fried shrimps, BBQ chicken wings..

They are delicious and cheap

I have not tried the pulut with mango & durian,

Haha, I cannot believe that the coffee shop that I had my duck noodle before I left Bangkok is the most famous shop in Bangkok for duck noodle...

I just walked in and order, but the lady in charge said I have to book a table

so I looked around and spotted a table occupied by one man

so I said I can share with him

there I went, so he told me about this shop, the tourist in Bangkok, his son in Spore, the food i should try...and...haha, he cannot believe that I am a teacher...(so young? Meow meow!!)



What have I brought back with me?

4 blouses, 2 stickers and all 10 nails painted!!

RM1300...well spent for a holiday

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Life's Possibilities

This holiday, up to today
Has given me space and time
To be with myself
to go deeper into my being
Queit moment alone is so nourishing
As we spent most of our time dealing with external issues and people
We seldom pay attention to this very being inside
The most important being
To listen to it, to feel it, to nurture it with love and to grow with it

I am grateful indeed
Even with this week's holiday unstructured
It turned out well
To direct me towards more meaningful thoughts and activities
That I hardly have time to pay attention to in that daily routine
(Which I call 'the madness', haha, for that's the trend in the life style, be it working or studying!!)
A WORLD OF MADNESS!!

I like this quiet life
To be in touch with my heart at every moment
that makes me feel fully alive
To feel deeply
Every thing that arises from the heart
moment to moment
be it pleasure or pain
Old wound
Suppressed into the subconcious mind

Hi, my old friends
That I have subconciously pushed and suppressed away
As I have no idea how to deal with you
Be it the pain, yearning for a sense of importance
or helplessness,

With the quieting of the mind
what I have learnt from the meditation and Christopher Moon's* workshop
starts to merge beautifully
after all, they are teaching the same technique in different names (or religion)
(Even I find what is taught in Christianity also merge...so why bother so much about name?
Most importantly it works!!)

To let the feelings rise to the surface
with acceptance and not identifying with it
let its energy accumulates to its fullest and then dissipates

This really needs courage and sincerity
to be truthful to oneself
to be responsible for all that one is feeling
Can you wait to see what happens when you accept this feelings?
Oh...a sense of peace creeped in, embraced with love
The nature of our being
is love

Life's lesson
is indeed love and forgiveness
with love, it is unconditional
non-judgemental

As what St Augustine wrote
"It is what it is.
When you speak, speak out of love.
When you are silent, be silent out of love.
When you scold, do so out of love.
When you protect each other, do so out of love.
Let love take root in your life,
And good things will bloom."

Life indeed is full of challenge
but challenges are opportunities
to go deeper
to understand
to grow
to discover the beautiful abundance
that life offers!!

*It seems there are a few Christopher Moon
The one I meant is an international workshop facilitator, counsellor, lecturer, author and leadership trainer who lives in Canada with his wife and 2 children.
He studied various paths in psychology and teaches in North America and Asia.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Transformation

I do agree
Reading is not the same as experiencing
I have come across
A group of like-minded people
Who are sharing effective skills
to resolve the knots
to see feelings as it arises
and not to suppress or to react
but to allow it to arise to its peak and dissipate
A skill I have learnt and experienced during meditation
but long unpratised
I am reclaiming this skill
reclaiming what I have given up in effort

They, my supporter/ guidance in the dhamma
They, I have long made my aspiration to meet in life
they, have come into my life
Let things that i magnetise in life
come more quickly and smoothly
to lift me to my destiny
of love and light
to love and be loved
To forgive and embrace with love
My life is transforming
at a faster rate!!