What a Busy Week

My 3 classes have gone for their A2 trial exam today
Yet I have tonnes of things to clear
when I first joint the college
I was busy every day preparing the lecture notes for the next day
I thought that after completing a cycle (1 1/2 yr), I will be free
No No No....
The education line is getting very competitive
Not like what others think of
Teachers just work a few hrs a day, and they are all shortsighted...????
We work more than others
Nobody sees that
We get only 1/4 of what we contribute in time and effort
let alone the increased degeneration rate due to troublesome kids

The college has come up with new idea
to attract the market
but the lecturers are the one working like a cow...
what student log, student attendance (at this age? Ya, well brought up kids?), remedial class, tutorial, exam seminar, enhancement class, student journal, mentoring, student activities, scholary activities, portfolio, forum, conference, bla bla bla....gosh...
What else do they want????
These are all added on top of the daily teachng and marking load....
Do we not have our lives than just working for the college?

They are so smart
to come up with such system
that every lecturer will have to contribute so much
Whats the point?
Putting so much more effort just to see a drop in the appraisal?
How come I always get what I have put in for all my assignment
but never for this so called college work?
with that little amt of $$
making us work >>>>
I am starting to get tired of these 'slavery'
Teaching is no longer and enjoyment, not so much, not so meaningful with those ding dong
we have become the instruments for marketing
free of charge
I am worth more than this
The universe will make way for me to get what I am worthy of!!

Even though I do enjoy teaching (to the enthusiastic students
(However, teaching lazy bumps is like pulling the cows up the trees...and speeds up degenertion rate,whats the point, might as well teach tuition, no sincerity at heart, even at their age?!! Those wearing masks ... )

I will find my new life
Doing what I love and earning many times more
contributing even more effectively to the society
...a better place...very soon!!

The Unknown

I felt a volcano, long dormant, has become active lately
That the molten lava is finding its way out
to be released once and for all
I don't know what it is
and I'm not so sure what is happening
but I trust that those changes are bringing me closer to my destiny
my life's work
by facing and resolving knots accumulated through time
and to move on
smoothly, rapidly, joyfully, well supported, well paved path
towards my destiny in this life
I am very excited
to see the changes taking place
in its own accord
things falling into place
taking a step forward,
to receive the unknown
with trust
the power of love
the power of the pure innocent heart
to discover and to do my life's work

Photosynthesis Practical

Last week, the students need to use lamp for their practical

Wow, when all the lamps were lit, it was beautiful indeed

I started taking some shots for them

for remembrance

Can you see how cute they are

And some were concentrating

(0601PM5)

Discovering Your Life's Work

I have told my students about doing their lives' work
- that is doing what they love with their time & energy (life)
- it will make them feel alive, happy & fulfilled
- it will contribute to the well being of humanity, animals, plants or the earth
- when they love what they do,
they will put awareness & conciousness into all that they do
- hence putting the energy within and around into greater harmony, beauty & order
- that awareness & conciousness will bring them to enlightenment and spiritual growth
- raising them to a higher self
- which will attract abundance from the universe

....What do you love doing that will have those qualities mentioned?

What is it?

I have this funny kind of feeling this week
Hmmmm I also don't know what it is...
I am quite happy... almost the whole day
Let me reflect what causes this....

One class returned to Ms Annie
less one class to teach each day
got one extra hr to clear my work each day
to take a proper breakfast
the most important meal of the day
Bingo...more relaxed!!

Also...PM 8 not so rude this round (they speed up my degeneration rate!! )
but I don't really have any flow of E for them, too bad, its cause and effect, Karmic force
Got time to do Yoga...even one session make a lot of diffce
I am going to exc every day from yesterday onwards cause I deserve it...
Then also completed the new syllabus preparation
Assignment is on par...

I would prefer a quality life than quantity (rushing...fast food, fast pace...fast to die..., haha)
I don;t believe in the evolution of the pace of life
ppl are getting crazy
crazy over possession, money, fame...

I want to live a simple life
slow down to enjoy the little little thing
the wonder of life
the miracle of life

Can you stop to enjoy it?
Did you notice it?
Or are you rushing all the time...what for?
Life is short... but it has much to offer
only if you allow yourself to

I am ready
I am now ready
for a transformation
to create what I want in life
To enjoy the abundance that life and universe can offer
For the betterment of myself and all around

The Expresssion of Love

One lady told me this in a workshop
There are five ways to express your love :
1. Gift
2. Quality time
3. Affirmation
4. Touch
5. Service

Different person will be more receptive to different ways
Parents ... please find it out what your kids are more receptive to
Shower your love to them
so that they will grow up happy and healthy
Friends....close friends
Relatives...

For me to my students,
it will be gift (stars and stickers),
affirmation (encouragement)
and service (notes, free tutorials, & additional assistance)
sometimes quality time too (yam cha, trips, ...)
I do hug my current students for special occasion (but girls only, haha....)
I also hug my graduated students whom I am close to...(its a hello, good bye, good luck, I miss u)
So reflecting about it, I have done all the five ways

The Miracle of Life

The miracle of life

I discover

Is love

Is acceptance

Is belief

Is creativity

Is spaceousness

Is lightness

Is joy

Is peace

Is the ever changing colour of the sky

the cloud...

The nature is so so so beautiful

Same as life

Its a miracle

Its what you do out of it

I am touched by the beautiful hearts around

I want to do more than this

to touch others' heart as well

I believe in miracle

cause life itself is a miracle!!

To My Angels of 0601PM7

I have been 'baby sitting' this class for two months
Initial stage was a ????
Heard about Ms. Annie saying that they didn't want her to go for maternity
Sigh...
This kind of class I am going to take over
How will they accept me when they don't want Ms Annie to leave them???
so I will be like a step mother then?

After teachng them for two weeks, I started to like this class
they resemble my previous mentee class (0301PM3...Timothy, Matha, Chicken wing that class ...
which I have spent very enjoyable time with them and lots of trips)
We went for a class outing....to visit Ms Annie that friday of the second week
These kids are so beautiful at heart
I was touched indeed
Of their love, care, kindness, appreciation, generousity,
respect....sincerity...simplicity...and maturity!

Then weeks of Biodiversity and Conservation,
Follow by Applications of Genetics ...guess some of them didn't grasp this part
Then Biotech...my favourite
Now Crop Plants....
but...oh...really....Ms. Annie is coming back next week and
oh ....she is taking back this class???
Can... I... not... return this class to her?
I started to like this class

Having a class like this will make my day
boost my joy
haven't had such a class for some time...
I really feel a lot of difference when the students are different
I feel happy entering the class
They are interested to learn, motivated, enthusiastic
They are hard working
respectful,
serious in their studies,
scored good grades,
yet humble, disciplined, well mannered
loving, kind, cute, sincere, simple, respectful
I really love them
for their simplicity and sincerity

They are truely my angels
they will surely spread these energy of love
and turn the earth to heaven!!

I sent them an e-mail yesterday:
It has really been nice and enjoyable to teach you all,
even though its only for two months.
I hope that you will continue to strive and study hard
so that you can score as high as possible for Bio
...."A" of course!!
Do keep in touch and I will be glad to know your progress!!
If you need any assistance, please do not hesitate to see me.
Best wishes to all of you!!Ms. Ho

Today is the last day...
We had a practical session using respirometer
I wonder why my heart felt this way ...ouch
for that two hours
Karen was so nice to offer me cake
when I said I felt hungry
Its those little things that they did
out of their heart
I really respect them for their age

At the end of the practical
As they left the lab, each of them said good bye to me
Sarah and Kar Man hugged me
Oh...no more hugging or...the tears will overflow...
Cause I really like this class

I pray from my heart that
may you all do well for your Biology & exam
May I wish you all the best
in your journey in life

Two Documentary Show about the mind

1. The secret (19 min) -"The law of Attraction" http://www.jonhs.net/freemovies/secret.htm

Be careful with the mind, as like attracts like, so positive thoughts attract positive, while -ve thoughts attract the -ve...)
" What you are thinking is in the process of becoming!!"
" What you think, what you feel & what manifests, is always a MATCH"
So spend your life (time and energy) focusing on what you WANT rather than what you DON'T WANT!!
Step 1: ASK for what you want
Step 2: The universe will ANSWER to you
Step 3: Be ready to RECEIVE in line with what the universe will offer
Show your GRATITUDE to all that you receive...
VISUALISE ...FEEL IT ...that you are having it
" Just take the first step, every thing will fall into place like climbing a staircase"

2. What the Blib Do We Know (very scientific approach into the unknown)
- a longer documentary show, with very good scientific demonstration for those who are very scientifically inclined, very clear explanation with more demonstrations.

Creating Money the Spiritual Way

I find this quite meaningful and I would like to share with others:

Money is energy which needs to flow smoothly...
Money and abundance will flow in greater amts,
easier to hold,
and give you more joy,
when you follow the spiritual law of money:
Do your life's work to honour and serve the higher good of others;
Cooperate rather than compete with others;
Make every exchange of money a WIN WIN situation for both parties;
(that means u offer a price that you think you deserve...not lower...)
Make, invest and spend money in a way that does not harm the earth;
And also Man-made laws:
Financial planning;
Time management;
Cash flow management;
marketing;
taxes;
and business planning.

You will need less energy
to attract, save and create more money
if you are in harmony with both the spiritual and man-made laws of money

Having abundance will be meaningful
when you use it as an agent
to reflect your integrity
compassion and love for others
putting the energy around you
into higher order, greater harmony and a more beautiful state

Let your prosperity be based on the amt of good you contribute to the world!!

(An easier way to understand is:
Imagine the flow of money as the cyling of matter such as carbon on earth
This cycle must be continous for the benefit of all living things on earth
so if you want money to flow in,
you will also need to be ready as an agent to receive and pass it on
for the benefit of the living things on earth (including yourself!!))

Orin & Da Ben:
" Embrace fully your capacity to create,
to think in unlimited ways,
and pursue everything that you have been wanting.
Be flexible, open and willing to let the new come to you.
You can learn to honour and nurture yourself
and allow yourself to have more than you ever thought possible.
You are invited to claim the abundance you so richly deserve.
This can be the most joyous, prosperous and creative time of your life."

(A great appreciation to Orin & Da Ben, and all others who share this positive transforming energy!! May this sharing bring more ppl to higher abundance in life!!)

The Secret of the Heart

There are things that will not unfold
until the mind settles down
away from the routine task
that consume much energy and attention from the mind

Stop and listen to the heart
It has much secret to tell you
Things of the past that you could have forgotten
or even unaware of...

The vow one has made
The mistakes one has done
The grudges one has held
Things one has not let go of
The people one has loved
that you thought you have forgotten or let go of
These will slowly surface
like peeling the onion leaf one after another
to reveal more and more
about the secret of the heart

Once these are exposed,
be wise to resolve them
one by one
so that the heart gets lighter and ligther
becoming more spaceous
brighter
happier
until nothing negative is left
Fill it with the energy of unconditional love...
Energy from doing the work of life
Bringing one to a higher self and conciousness
Until it overflows
to the people around you!!

Ah...this life has much to offer
If you can stop and listen to the heart
Ah ...a life that will be well lived!!

Truely My Day

2 weeks of the new semester have passed.
2 weeks of late night preparation of the new syllabus!!
Syllabus for Biodiversity and Conservation, & Gene Technology
Sleeping at 1.00 to 2.30pm has become a norm
I wouldn't want to do this unnessarily as the physical exhaution will drain the mental energy the next day.

However, its a celebration for me today onwards.
I have completed the lessons for Gene Technology.
Next will be Biotech, which I have prepared last year.
So back to normal sleeping hour.
This has become a luxury.
Hope those dark rings will disappear.

A day, started with yoga, reflection of abundance and purpose in life
Hope have more time for meditation but the appointment is near
Then acupressure
Then a good western lunch
Then see the optometrist..and had a chat, after all, we are from the same uni!!
Then get a rubber hose for some plumbing work at home!! A do it yourself thing@@
Then buy some goody herbs to cool down the "fire" from late night sleep
Then omg, left only RM6 for fruits, no worries...buy local fruits then, enough for a week, haha!
Forgot I have no money left and proceeded to my favourite flower shop
to get a teddy for myself
Cause afterall, I bought one for each of my teddy bear
so I must also have one, then only is complete.
Mummy, same colour one all out of shape...@@
nvm, as a Mamee to my teddies, I will have a diff colour than, cream is nice!!
Bought it, but Oh Oh...where is the $$$$$
BOOK FIRST LA, can send Chen Wei or Jia Hoong to pick it up for me on monday!!
Cheers.

You cannot believe it, had a nap at home
then went swimming
omg, there were about 7 guys in the swimming pool
WHO CARES, HERE I COME
SPLASH SPLASH...
I deserve all the goodies in life
lets share the pool
hehe gotta start exc liao
muscle all at low gear
lie in the pool to gaze at the sky, the coconut trees as the wind blows,
Oh a sudden peace and spaciousness arises in the mind
How wonderful life is
If we take a break to enjoy the nature
to be within

Love it, care free....Love it, the choices that I have made in life
The wise ppl that I have met that helped me shaped my life up to now...
My purpose in life has become clearer lately
And obstacles slowly start to be revealed and resolved
Miracles start to unfold...

I want to achieve my purpose in life,
more quickly, smoothly, with full of support and abundance, joy and peace
I want to live a life of abundance
Abundance of money
Abundance of sincere, wise, loving, caring and good karmic linked teachers
parents, brothers and sisters,friends and students
Abundance of love
Abundance of health
Abundance of support
to achieve the higher growth, higher good, and empowerment for myself and others
Let the unlimited POSITIVE energy flows smoothly
like the natural cycle on earth (C cycle, N cycle...etc)

I want to be the agent of the flow
The flow of positive energy
the flow of love
the flow of abundance
To reach out as far and many as possible
That's my work in life

I thank you for the opportunity for me to see this more clearly lately,
Be it good karma ripening, be it guardian helping,
be it difficult conditions that have helped me to grow
and not only that, to learn how to resolve the obstacles
and to learn how to create and attract abundance
and to learn how to use them in the right way!!
Life has become so beautiful!!

Blessing to the Newly Wed Couple

My B'day Celebration with 0601PM11 Angels

A Family Celebration

Today is a very special day!
Its Christmas Eve...
Its a celebration of mum's Bday...
Its a family reunion!!
A family that is growing bigger...
This is the best gift for mum!!
I can feel her joy,
her excitement,
'Cause, bro, you are getting married!!
Something that mum has been worrying and waiting for
for a long long time...
And your fiancee,
She is very capable and smart
Mum doesn't have to worry for you anymore
Cause there is someone who can take good care of you now!!

KhorKhor, may you have a fulfilling married life
May you both love each other
care for each other
to walk this path of life
Happily, healthily...till the end...
and don't forget to bring us back cute little babies!!

Yahoo, then I will be their aunt then!!
In Hokkien, "fungus", Ha Ha!!

New Space for my Photo Albums

I have found a new space for photo album in my Space in msn!
(Next target will be Multiply).
So friends, if you have my msn, you are invited to view the latest album there.
(1) Genting Trip (Dec 2006)
(2) Jap Buffet (Dec 2006)

Just click my pict in your main msn menu

The access to the address is ??????
http://yenhim.spaces.live.com/

The Nature of Life - Hi & Bye!!

Can you find 10 similarities and 10 differences between these two photos?
(a) Photo 1 ( Mar 2006, farewell)
(b) Photo 2 (Dec 2006, Jap Buffet dinner)

Bearland, here we come!!

Zodiac Discovery

I received the above card that indicates a person's characteristics according to his/her zodiac:

I am lazy to type out all...so I will analyse mine only...haha
1. Optimistic - most of the time
2. Freedom-loving - all the time....that's y i don't wanna be chained for the rest of my life!!
3. Jovial and good humoured - haha...Oint Oint!!
4. Honest and straightforward - definitely, haha!!

Annual Dinner - Masquerade